Monday, January 30, 2012

Close to the Edge

I feel so close to the edge. It's only a step away. A shuffle of my feet, and I will fall. I'm so close, but something keeps pulling me back. I don't know what to call this something. Maybe it has no name, but it is there for a reason or purpose. I have grown closer to the edge over this past year. Things, people, emotion, etc., it all pushes me a little bit more. Bit by bit, I am pushed closer to the edge. But can I really give up? And if I do, what will that prove? Nothing. It will just prove that I wanted to give in, and it will let them all believe what they thought in the first place. That I'm not strong enough to live and to survive. But they are wrong. I AM strong enough to SURVIVE. I AM strong enough to LIVE. I will prove them wrong. I will not only survive, but I will live. I will do what is best for me from now on. I have given this thought, and have come to the decision that it is right. This is what I need. I need to do something for myself. Even if it means disappointed them in the end. Even if it means hurting them in the end. I will find a way for us all to live in peace. For us all to get want we need and want. It will happen. I will see this thru. I will not stay this close to the edge anymore.
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  1. ErumFebruary 1, 2012 at 5:32 AM

    Yes you are right, I so agree to what you have written. There are times in life when you really want to just give in, and you just don't want to fight anymore but you know what! this life is always going to be a struggle, a struggle between right and wrong. Its you who would choose the path and move on it. Hopefully you choose the 'right' path. Remember life is a blessing from God. Make the most out of it! :) .. good luck!

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  2. HollyFebruary 4, 2012 at 7:36 PM

    Thanks so much and I appreciate the comments.

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