There are times, quiet times like tonight when you want so badly to pick up the phone. To pick the phone up, open your messages, and start a new one. After you get the message typed tho, there is a second/moment of doubt in your mind. Then slowly you hit delete. You delete each letter, each word, and eventually the entire message. You close your messages and your phone. Then all those unanswered questions hit you suddenly with such strong force. You breathe slowly and remember that they are not worth it. If any person truly cared for someone or anyone for that matter, they would have the want or need to talk to you. To know you're not just "okay", but that you are happy with your life in life. They would show they cared in other words.
